i don’t know where should i start with. anyway it has a helluva week for me.
been busy with meetings, everyday, from monday till today. every appointment is at 9am so i have to get up early in the morning. from klcc, cheras, shah alam and currently i’m tired & exhausted. plus i’m sick, since sunday. maybe because of fatigue, lack of sleep. everyday after work i’ll straight away head to bed, waking up the following morning around 7-8am. so basically i sleep around 12 hours a day for this whole week except for today. work sucks! i need encouragement, not to feel let down.
met this petronas dagangan officer at klcc yesterday for a business proposal, and i don’t know why this “you’re still young” word keep on bugging me up. not just during work, even with friends, the one elder than me, keep on saying that word. can’t they just stop discriminating? i need encouragement, not to feel let down whenever meeting up people… sigh. else forever i won’t grow up lah! and forever i can’t do things that i wanna do. wait till i get old enough to get things that i want, to be the person that i wanna be. ignoring the meeting this morning at shah alam, same word, again. urgh! maybe that word became a personal issue because i’ve been heard the same ol’ word while lepaking with friends that has been putting me down lately. maybe it’s time to be on my own for a while since i don’t feel like talking to anyone yet, currently.
after the meetup yesterday, felt dizzy so i went back to office, putting my head on my desk *YES! finally i have my own desk in the office 
* and passed out for 2 hours. and evening, went to meet my supplier. reached home around 6, took my breakfast *YES! breakfast* and vomited everything out after my meals, straight away went to bed. and today, after meeting, again i vomited. sigh. i’m not the type of person who likes to see doctor, so i went back home straight away and sleep. so here i am, right now, blogging this out while some other people are still in the office, waiting to finish their works before heading back home. i don’t know, clueless, what has been happening lately. lost appetite to eat, maybe too much work, personal problem as well. and i have nobody to talk to. tooooo much stress! let the personal problem alone, else i would have type an SPM essay here, more than 500 words, perhaps 1000 words. some people, let them enjoy their lives, i won’t bother them anymore.
encouragement! mana nak cari niiiiiiiiiii?! as for appreciation, i would like to thank all my enemies for hating me. at least i learn through experience, trying to be a better person 
without you guys my enemies, i don’t know where i stand right now. all i need is more encouragement, i bet you i’ll be far away better tomorrow than who i am today. so, feel free to hate me more. sorry to say, currently i’m hurt, disappointed and upset with all the things happening lately. seriously i need encouragement!
sick and tired, i think fever is coming. yes, the world cup fever. i received a forwarded email and here it is i attached on my blog. feel free to read guys 
i support manchester united! the one and only
p/s: you guys can click on the image for a larger version, if the text is too small.
